New life

Just look at me.
What do you see?
Someone who lost a life?
Someone with a knife,
Which stucks in bloody heart.
Can't move it.
Can't fight with it.
'Cause I've commited this mistake.
The worst thing, I've ever made.
My biggest failure.

I fell in love with you.
Like an angel with undercut wings.
You have my heart,
But I didn't get
Any thing, that I want to have.
It's slowly taking my breath
And keeping it away.
Make me, I can't stay.

So, now I have to go
And don't looking behind me to past.
I leave myself alone.
Just livin' new life so fast,
Like nothing was happen.
Fakin', it's alright.
Forcing myself to smile, lie and fight
About erase bad memories
And you from my heart,
But I know, it will be hard.
Will I survive?